January 02, 2003 :: 8:27 p.m.
oh, the angst... cover your eyes
A quick entry, because I'm too consumed with feeling the hate to write anything lengthy or, well, worth reading. I just feel the need to share how much I would love to see the universe implode and kill us all right now. I'd throw a party, with confetti and little hats and everything.
I want to die. I want everyone else to die. I want every human being on this planet to be destroyed before they even have a chance to scream or say goodbye.
So, to sum it up: I'm in a bad mood. Today has sucked, much like every other day of my life, only this particular day has sucked in an exceedingly infuriating manner. My mind is filled with violence and hate and all-around unpleasantness, because despite my meek and unassuming appearance, I have quite a yen for destruction. Especially when I'm angry and bored and filled to the brim with a sense of being worthless and unwanted and alone. Which describes this very moment to a fucking T.
I'm going to go draw people being decapitated and shit, because if I went out and did it myself I'd have to do laundry. And I'm pretty sure that blood stains, so... yeah. Over and out.
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