January 11, 2002 :: 9:40 p.m.
pms nastiness
Ugh. My period hit full force this morning. If you come between me and my chocolate, you may be killed. No joke. It's turning me into a basket case, too. Everything is making me cry. I think it's a combination of menstrual moodiness and Adam's impending departure, the latter being a much stronger influence. I feel bad that I can't be happier when I'm with him. I mean, I
am happy, but for the last few days it's been tinged with this melancholy that I just can't get rid of. I wish I could be cheerful and fun and enjoy the time I get to spend with him before he leaves, but it's not happening. I can't muster any enthusiasm anymore - it seems so pointless. Not just relationship-wise, either. I'm talking about everything. I've been getting more and more... depressed, I suppose, for lack of a better word, with every passing day.
In short, this sucks.
I'm going to go play Zelda. Maybe it'll keep my away from food for a few minutes. Or maybe not. Maybe I'll be really fat AND a nerd. Fantastic.
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