March 17, 2003 :: 12:29 p.m.
double-edged and super blue
So it begins. I skipped Visual Arts today, because Adam didn't have class and the prospect of hanging out with him was much more appealing than listening to Professor Pittari drone on about stuff I already know. I'm filled with the desire to just stop going to classes at all, because it just doesn't matter anymore. It makes no difference whatsoever if I keep my GPA up or not, if I go to class or not, if I keep acting like a student or just treat this place like a boarding house that I'm stuck at until May. It's pointless and miserable and I hate it. The only thing keeping me from abandoning classes and schoolwork altogether is this nagging sense that I shouldn't, my stupid, over-active conscience telling me that I have to go, I can't just
not. But I can, and I want to with every little fiber of my being. Grrr.
Today is Adam and I's 2-year-and-4-month day, and it's a gorgeous 64 degrees out. Happiness. Unfortunately, I'm having a hard time really being happy about much of anything at the moment. It's amazing how greatly your surroundings influence your mood... in my case, being here sort of detracts from all the happy stuff that happens. It sucks. I want to go far, far away to someplace that's perpetually warm and has a good job market for people without degrees.
Fuck hell... how is Emily eating chinese food? She's eating cold chinese food. Already. We've been back for approximately 24 hours and she's already making the room smell like fucking chinese food. I don't even know what to say about this, aside from the traditional "ew."
Four new drawings will be up as soon as the edit/delete page loads. It's taking fo-evah. Very annoying.
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