March 19, 2002 :: 2:21 p.m.
is this box too small or big?
(the world is too small)
Argh. I was just looking over the financial aid form that I need to mail to Lebanon Valley (the one that was supposed to be sent in a long time ago but, for several reasons, has not been), and I realized that I missed a whole page. Stupid form. Stupid me for missing a page. Stupid college for being so expensive, and in general for causing me mental and emotional anguish. Blast.
*sigh* Oh, college. I can't help feeling as if I'm making some kind of mistake with this. LVC isn't where I want to go; it never has been. I'm going there because Adam's there, and because if I don't do something soon I may never do anything at all. Neither of those are good reasons, I realize, but this is how the logical part of my brain works. Namely... it doesn't, really. Somehow the fact that I'm unmotivated and want to be close to my boyfriend wipes out all hope of going somewhere that I want to go. LVC is convenient. It's close to home, obviously close to Adam, liberal arts, and they admitted me. 'Nuff said. But just because it's convenient doesn't mean it's the best thing, you know?
Meh. Not that it matters anymore. It's all but decided at this point.
Every time the phone rings I think that maybe it'll be Borders calling about my interview. Thus far, it hasn't, and the phone rings all the fucking time in this house. Grrr. I suppose I should call them in a while, then, since they don't see fit to contact me. Bastards.
(the crowds are too big)
back & forth
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