June 02, 2002 :: 9:12 a.m.
the audit reveals widespread mismanagement
Ergh. I wanted to sleep in this morning, but at 8:30 I woke up for no reason... damn work and fucking up my sleep patterns. It's impossible for me to sleep in anymore, like
really sleep in. I used to get up at noon every day, for christ's sake. This is bizarre.
Also bizarre: I was digging around in my closet last night, looking for my Teach Yourself Japanese (or something like that) book, and I found three crates of CDs. Two-thirds of them were just empty cases, but there were also quite a lot that actually had CDs in them. So I found my Eric Clapton UnPlugged and Trent Reznor Star Profile and Marcy Playground and The Cardigans. Wee! I also found How Bizarre by OMC. This amused me because I immediately thought of Pat singing that song in his Arnold-esque monotone. Hehehe. Of course, the reason that they were in the closet in the first place is because I never really listened to them, but hey. At this point I'm not going to argue with suddenly have twenty CDs that I didn't have yesterday. I found my Japanese book, too. Nice, nice, nice.
I have no idea what I'm going to do today. I don't feel like calling Joe and hanging out, because I saw him yesterday and I'll see him tomorrow, and I can only take so much. Honestly, I mean, I see the boy almost every day at work for an average of eight hours a day - Joe Overload. I love my gay man, but sometimes a girl needs some time away. So I don't know. I'm at a loss. I think Amanda said something about how she's hanging out with Jamie tonight, so that's out, unless I was mistaken... Adam's going to be with Pat... and yeah, that's about all of my friends. So sad. Grr. I don't want to spend my day off by myself! Fucking hell. I'm tempted to say that I wish I had more friends, but I really don't so I'll just keep my mouth (fingers, rather) shut. Maybe I'll revel in the incredibly depths of my patheticness and go to a movie by myself.
Probably not. Chances are, I'll stay here all day and read and listen to music and try to think of something to do. I want to go to Borders, but I shouldn't be spending money. I'll lament the fact that all of my friends are out doing better things, convince myself that I actually can spend some money, go to the bookstore and end up broke. *sigh* Me no happy right now. I'm not sad, per se, or depressed or anything... just kind of down. Boo.
My dad needs his computer. Farewell.
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