July 18, 2002 :: 8:25 p.m.
grouchiness
I'm in the most not-good mood. It sucks. I called Adam when I got home from work; he and Pat O. were hanging out. They invited me to join them, but I declined... a move I wish I could undo. I really don't want to be here right now. This place is just full of bad energy. Yeah, how New Agey of me, but whatever. It's true. Joe called, wanting to do something (he didn't come out and say it, but I could tell he did), but I don't feel like seeing Joe. Joe can't cheer me up. Well, he can, but it's not the same. I got online hoping that Amanda would be on, but alas. No boyfriend (though I admit this one is my fault), no lesbian, no hope of improving my sorry state of mind.
Argh. And whatever fucked up shit is going on with my archive page can't be fixed. I read the little news update about it, but for whatever reason my browser won't let me "View Source." Fucker. So this won't show up on the archive page. Neither did the one from earlier, actually. Blah.
*sigh* So on day three of my "Vegan Experiment," I'm having the most dreadful chocolate cravings. It's crazy. It's almost painful, like I'm going through withdrawal or something. I even went so far as to eat a spoonful of Hershey's syrup, and I loathe that stuff on its own. It's disgusting. Chemical chocolate imitation crap. I'm glad there's no real chocolate in the house, because believe you me, in this mood I'd devour it all in a second, vegan or no.
God. This day has absolutely blown.
edited at 11:13 p.m. Oh yeah. Happy 500th entry to me. Kooky.
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