September 21, 2004 :: 11:26 p.m.
a perennial grump is left speechless
So there's this weird thing going on right now where I'm fairly content with my life. I like school, I really like Lancaster, I've made some really cool friends, and I feel like I'm finally finding my niche. I've got everything I could want, including the best boyfriend ever on the planet who I lurrrrve and can't wait to see on Friday. I mean, yeah, I need a job. And I'm going to be in debt up to my eyeballs by the time I'm done with school. And my will to diet has fallen and it can't get up.
But none of that seems very dire at the moment. I have enough money for all the things that I need and some of the things that I want. I'll deal with the debt when it comes time to pay it back. And yeah, I'm still fat, but I'm not as fat as I used to be. I know that I can lose more weight when I gather the strength to recommit myself. I'm not going to kill myself for taking a break after more than a year of counting points.
Right now I've got three roses in a vase on my desk that Adam got for me when he was here last weekend. We were walking down to the school so I could pick up some stuff from the photo room, and we passed two men selling roses on the sidewalk. He got me two reds and a yellow.
Last night Cassie, Kirsten, Justin, and I painted a mural on one of Kirstin's walls. Just because. Tonight Deb came over and we went to Wal-Mart and then came back and burned CDs and dyed my hair an uber-hot shade of red and watched Pocohontas. I have an amazing boyfriend who loves me despite my flaws and buys me big, sweet-smelling roses while walking through the city.
I have absolutely no complaints.
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