December 02, 2002 :: 12:38 a.m.
Have fun with your friend Choco Boy!
Back at school now... bleh. At least Emily is out. I'm dreading classes tomorrow, especially since Anthro is at 8 o' clock and it is now after midnight. My sleeping schedule got all fucked up while I was at home, and I've no doubt about the unpleasantness that will surely set in when my alarm clock goes off in roughly 6 hours. I've spent a little time working on my Anthro project, and I've got about 2 1/2 pages done, but it's taking forever because I have absolutely no motivation. I'm really hoping that it's due on Friday with the other two things (responses to a book and a movie), because if it's due tomorrow I'm fucked in a terrible way.
I'm very confused right now. I talked to my parents this weekend about what I'm going to do next year, school-wise, and they're totally fine with it. Which is nice, but now I've got a decision to make. It's no secret that I don't like it here. I mean, yeah, there are things that I like, mainly the fact that Adam is right upstairs, but for the most part it's a great big suck. So do I stay for the next semester and finish off the year or do I call it quits and head home? I'm torn, and it's no fun. I don't really want to be here, but I don't want to be at home, either, because it'll be last year all over again. Not exactly something I want to repeat. Ever. But logically, staying here is a waste of time and money. Lots and lots of money. Enough to pay for an entire 5th year at PSA&D, should I get in.
Even though he's not planning to return next year, Adam is finishing out his second year here so that if he decides to go to school someplace else he'll be able to transfer in as a junior. That makes perfect sense, but not for me. I'd be sticking around out of the sheer desire to not be at home, lonely, cranky, and bored. Not really the best course of action, financially, but it's looking good because I'm weak and somewhat stupid. Gah. You know, this sucks. Anyone out there with a Magic 8-Ball want to give me some freaking advice?
On a lighter note, Adam and I watched the Iron Chef Christmas Dessert Battle tonight. The theme was strawberries, and I think I would have given up my most useless limb to be a taster on this one. Mmm. I love Iron Chef, especially when it's a non-meaty battle. I want a t-shirt, I do. Maybe when I'm not so poor I'll get one with Hiroyuki Sakai (Iron Chef French) on it, because he's my favorite. He's jolly-looking and he wears red (and glasses), just like a much slimmer Japanese Santa. Yay.
Well... it's 1:08 now, and I need to get to bed. I'll write after class or something, to fill you in on all of my oh-so-entertaining early morning antics. Like taking notes and eating breakfast. Oh my!
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