December 03, 2004 :: 8:05 a.m.
kicking it up another notch
So I got up at 7:30 this morning without any provocation. My alarm didn't go off, and Adam didn't call until I was firmly awake. I just... woke up. Because I needed to and I fell asleep thinking that. It's kind of bizarre. So now I'm showered and will be dressed and fed soon, which is a plus because I need to run out to Hirtech (a photo supply place) before class to get the paper that Coe was so conveniently out of. That place rarely ever comes through for me in a pinch. It's annoying.
Photo class will either be kind of fun or a monumental bitch, depending on how the printing goes. I have three more rolls to take for our final project, and 9 11x14 final prints to make for my portfolio thing that's due, and then I'm done with it. Hallelujah. I mean, I love photography, and little makes me as happy as ensconcing myself in an empty darkroom, but I'm just about burned out on taking pictures every single week just because I have to. I don't really want to anymore, is the thing, and as such my enthusiasm is floundering. Alas. The fact that I have to run out to some place I've never been at 9 o' clock in the morning and drop 45 bucks on 25 sheets of paper and 3 rolls of film is not helping my attitude either. I'm definitely dropping the portraiture class I signed up to take next semester, because burn out issue aside, I cannot afford this shit right now.
On a completely random note, I totally do not know why people are so enraptured by Emeril. Seriously, it just... I don't get it. At all. He bugs the crap out of me.
Anyway, breakfast calls. Be good.
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