January 24, 2002 :: 2:07 a.m.
welcome to the late late show with oscar the grouch
I'm feeling very grouchy right now. Everything is irritating me. I'd say that I want everyone to go away, but there is no "everyone." Somehow I'm managing to irritate myself with no help from others. Well, really, there are
some other involved, but not of their own accord. I'm just sitting here and thinking, and things pop into my head - snippets of conversation, tones of voice, facial expressions - and they drive me nuts. My mind is gathering up all the annoying things that people have done in the last few days and mashing them together into a great big greasy ball of irritation that has effectively replaced the logical portion of my brain.
Blah.
I really want to go to sleep. I'm tired, but I know I won't be able to actually fall asleep yet. Maybe in another hour or so. My internal clock is so fucked up that my body won't shut down until 3 a.m. at the earliest. I really need to get that adjusted.
I sort of want to play Zelda, but Mason's asleep and I don't want to wake him up. I just want to play it because it's a distraction, something to keep me occupied for a while. I've been reading this book about the history of Goddess worship before I go to bed; it helps me fall asleep. The content is really interesting, but the way it's written is dry and boring, so it sort of makes me nod off. Maybe I'll just go put my Pjs on and attempt to plow through a bit of that.
I'll manage ten pages, max. I guarantee it.
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