January 30, 2003 :: 8:26 p.m.
if you use a shovel correctly...
Today has been a big nothing at all. No classes, no work... just a 10-minute English paper conference and then I was free to do whatever all day. Fun in that absolutely no obligations sort of way, but the fun was dampened by the fact that Emily was, as usual, stapled to various places around our room. She did leave for a few hours, actually, to go to work, but I was all by my lonesome for those few hours. No Adam time for me, no sir. He was studying or something. Blah.
So tomorrow is Adam's birthday, and the day after that is February 1st - the day we (as in my family) are supposed to be moved into our new house. I'm not packed yet. Not completely, anyway. Gah. I'll probably go home tomorrow and Saturday afternoon to work on that. There's so much left to do... it's scary. The whole thing is scary. I've lived in the same place for almost 13 years, and now all of a sudden I'm being moved to the other side of river. It's just very, very strange.
Also strange is the fact that Emily and Justin are in a very cuddly position on her bed. To this, I say "WHATEVER." I officially do not care, even more than I officially didn't care a few weeks ago. I don't care who you're screwing, just find something to do with yourself. And make it something that doesn't involve this room. Yeah, thanks.
This music is silly. And yet I continue to listen. Silly French music makes me happy.
Dammit, I miss photography. I miss developing my own pictures in an empty, chemical-smelling darkroom. Why don't we have a freaking darkroom here? It's pathetic. I have like six million rolls of film in my camera bag that will never get developed, because they're either black and white and I refuse to get them commercially developed or because they're color and I can't afford to. Grr, I say. GRR.
I want crackers. And water. And a candy bar, sort of, but I'm shit out of luck on that one because I don't have the 65 cents required to buy one, and even if I did I wouldn't be willing to trek to Turkey Hill for it. Me so lazy. And thus I will remain thirsty and somewhat hungry. Boo.
Not much else to say... I did laundry tonight. And I drew some things this afternoon, oh happy day. I never get to draw anymore, even though I'm taking what is supposedly a studio art class. I'm on a downloading spree, which is good for my ears but bad for my hard drive. I really need another one, because as I write this I've got less than 4 gigs left. Bad Amanda! Bad illegal mp3 downloader!
I'd buy the CDs if I had the money, I swear. It's just that I don't. It sucks. I'm going to have to beg my parents for money so that I can get Adam something for Valentine's Day. I'm a sad excuse for a girlfriend in that way.
Well, yeah. That's all I've got for now. Adieu.
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