February 03, 2002 :: 3:05 a.m.
I will not eat them in a box - only in a bowl
I am not in a good mood.
I was in a good mood. I Am Sam was great - sweet, sad, funny, totally endearing. The theater was a bit crowded for my taste, but there�s a Saturday night for you. Besides, "my taste" would be a completely empty theater, so that doesn't happen too often. I heard a snippet of Across the Universe, which made me very, very happy. To my surprise, I also heard Mr. Eddie Vedder singing You've Got To Hide Your Love Away. I wanted the soundtrack before, but now I would be willing to bite, scratch, hiss, and generally be very mean to get my hands on it.
After the movie, we went back to his house. We'd planned on some after-movie "action," but by the time we got back I was tired and felt more like cuddling. He was fine with that, of course, but I can't help feeling bad that we didn't do anything more exciting. I mean, what the fuck? Every time we don't have the opportunity my hormones are shooting through the roof, but when we do I'd rather just cuddle? I see no sense in that. I'm backwards. Why am I backwards? I don't like it. *sigh* So we laid in bed and snuggled and all that gooey sweet stuff, but after a while I just started feeling very... unhappy. I was just suddenly not happy. Forgive me for repeating myself, but what the fuck?
Argh. I confuse myself. I don't understand how Adam deals with me, I really don't. I wish I could find out his secret.
I just ate the first bowl of Trix I've had in days (!), and now I'm feeling rather queasy. I think I was just thirsty, but eating always seems like a good idea when I'm depressed so I dove into the Trix. It wasn't worth it. Ugh. I'm going to go lay in bed and attempt to sort out my emotional wreckage.
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