February 17, 2003 :: 7:40 p.m.
two feet of snow and emotional freakitude
No classes today. OR tomorrow. How awesome is that? I bow to the snow. I am snow's bitch. I will run around and do its bidding, for it keeps me from having to suffer through the horror that is 2-D Design. Oh yes.
We did get a huge amount of snow - I'm not at all surprised that classes were cancelled today/tomorrow. My mom reported 22 inches when I talked to her this afternoon, so it's probably somewhere around that here, also. Almost two feet of snow in just over a day. It's really something to see, actually, even for someone such as myself who is certainly no stranger to tremendous snowfalls. I'd take pictures of it, but I'm not sure if I have any film. And I can't afford to get film developed, anyway, so it matters not.
Today is Adam and I's 27-months day thingy. He slept over last night, and this morning we exchanged cards. It's a nice tradition to have. I sort of ruined things in the afternoon by having some sort of freakish emotional break-down, which was set into motion by (but not caused by... damn, even I'm not quite that petty) a rousing game of Super Mario Brothers (the original). It was scary and depressing and ultimately fruitless. And I broke my glasses, so for the next week or so I'm shit out of luck in the sight department.
I don't know. The real scary part is that what could accurately be termed a "break-down" is pretty much how I feel all the time. I'm just completely and constantly miserable. I hate myself. I hate this place. I hate that I can't even put on a happy face for the one person in this world that I can still muster the emotional fortitude to care about and who can still make me smile. I could go on and on for days about all the things I hate, but I don't feel like going there again just yet. My eyes are still sore from bawling like a freak all afternoon.
Anyway, I'm going to go watch an episode of Buffy ("The Prom," if you must know) on my trusty Compy 386, and then I'm going to take myself upstairs to visit Adam and watch some delectable and informative Food TV.
Cheers.
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