April 14, 2004 :: 2:43 p.m.
the blue cat group
You know what makes painting harder? A big long-haired cat sticking his paws in your watercolors. You know what makes it easier? Talent. Unfortunately I have an abundance of the former and absolutely none of the latter. So while my painting is, for what's worth, done, it also sucks, and Rufus has blue paws. Blah.
Whatever, right? It's done.
I am SO BORED. I was bored while I was painting. I'm online, but still bored. Nothing helps. No one is here, Joe's at work, Adam's at school, and the dog won't even come upstairs with me because he's too busy waiting for my mom to come home. Sure, I could read the rest of my book for Creative Writing, or better yet, write something for CW, but... no. As you can see, the whole "kick procrastination to the curb!" thing isn't working out too well. I'm just really bad at making myself do things I don't want to do. I'd rather be bored and miserable than be productive if it means being productive via things I loathe. And while I don't loathe reading or writing, obviously, I have no desire at all to write anything creatively at the moment. And the book I'm reading, while good, isn't really a page-turner.
I don't know. Stuff sucks. I'll probably go into it at some point, but for the time being I'm going to console myself with thought of a new Angel tonight. And possible some sexual recreation, if I'm lucky.
Adieu.
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