April 22, 2002 :: 11:08 a.m.
come, we must follow those tracks!
I'm updating but I really have nothing new to say. Too bad. I'm reading about a bunch of Inca mummies that were unearthed in Peru. It's making me wonder why I ever completely ruled out studying anthropology when I had so much fun in that class in high school.
I've discovered the ultimate diet aid - fighting with your boyfriend. *sigh* I have no appetite. I haven't for the past three days. It sucks. I want it to be over, but I'm not the one who decides when it's over. I started it, so I can't stop it. I don't know why it works like that, but it just does. Probably because it all depends on the other person's feelings and if they even want anything to do with you anymore. I'm scared and there's nothing I can do about it. I called him three times last night and twice this morning; no one ever picks up. The logical part of my brain understands that when no one picks up, it just means that no one is in the room; however, the larger, illogical part of my brain has a creeping fear that he won't pick up because he knows it's me. I don't think he has caller ID, but that matters not to my brain. Nothing that makes rational sense does.
Today is going to consist of an interview at the bagel place, maybe picking up my one and only check from Excitement Video, maybe hanging out with Joe in the afternoon, and definitely spending some quality time waiting to hear from the boy. You know who the boy is. He knows who he is. He said he's going to call me tonight to talk about things. Talking is something that we definitely need to do more of. Not chit-chat talking; serious talking. If we only have one problem in our relationship, it's communicating. Too bad communication is the most important part. So yeah, we really have to do some of that, and I promise to try my best. *nods*
Mer. I should eat something before I take a shower or I might pass out and die. I don't understand this. I'm not hungry at all, but whenever I stand up I'm all dizzy and wobbly like I'm starving. So I'm going to have some cantaloupe, because cantaloupe is good. Wait! The Smurfs is on! Forget the shower, man, it can wait until this is over.
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