April 24, 2002 :: 7:47 p.m.
gastrointestinal revolt
Ew. My stomach has turned against me. I love food. I love to eat. Eating is great, and when I'm upset (as I have been lately), that's usually all I want to do. But something's different. This is a different kind of upset, I guess, because my appetite has just vanished. I'm not hungry at all. I've been making myself eat a little because I
should eat, not because I want to eat. It's very strange and I don't really like it. There are yummy things here that I could be consuming, but I'm not because the thought of eating anything just makes me ill. Argh.
I talked to Adam. We're having some issues. Real issues, as in things that actually exist, things that I didn't make up. I think this is one of the first times I've had a solid, non-paranoia-induced reason to be upset with him. I don't enjoy it. It makes me want to curl up and die. But it's as resolved as it's going to get, I guess.
I'm going to go read or something. Wahoo.
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