May 20, 2002 :: 12:35 a.m.
welcome to the Balrog's pit of despair
Hello. I'm going to bed soon, but thought I'd write a bit first. The majority of my day was spent being bored and unproductive, though I did go for a jog this morning. So that was good. Adam and I went to see LoTR again tonight at the cheapo movie theater in Colonial Park. I can think of a million things I'd rather have done, but given the time (he didn't call until 7) and the fact that it was Sunday, there really wasn't much else, you know?
Blah. I'm very unhappy right now. Not for any big, significant reason... just lots of little irritations and stresses and worries, I guess. I'm too easily offended, disappointed, and paranoid - that's really the problem. Isn't it a kicker when you are the biggest obstacle in the way of happiness? You can't blame it on anyone else, try as you might (and believe me, I try). You just end up feeling stupid and out of control, like you must be some kind of schizo because you can't understand your own thoughts and emotions. *sigh* Boo. Someone prescribe me a pill that will make me go away. I know there has to be a reasonable, stable person in there somewhere. It's just that she's a wimp and I bite, so... yeah, pills. Give me some pills.
I want to get up around 7 this morning, so I best be off. Goodnight, all. Hope you're more feeling a bit more cheery than I am.
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