May 27, 2002 :: 12:29 p.m.
leave my brain alone!
I go through these phases where I really would rather eat cat food that see my friends. Mostly it's with Joe, occasionally Amanda, but oddly enough, never Adam. I'm supposed to hang out with Joe today, and I'm less than enthused. Yesterday was draining and depressing and confusing, and yes, I slept for 10 hours, but I still feel just as tired and listless as I did before. Mason is leaving to hang out with one of this friends soon, so the house will be empty - I want to stay in my PJs and read and watch FoodTV and be lazy and comfortable. I do not want to hang out with Joe, because for one, I do not really wish to
do anything right now, and for two, I love Joe to bits but he grates on my nerves like no one else. It's that Leo thing. Amanda has it to, but not to such a great degree.
But I can't just beg out of this, so it looks like I'll be out and about, probably visiting Joe's parents (wtf?) and acting as a collection basket for all of his bitching and complaining. I probably sound really mean and bad friend-ish, but honestly, I'm not... at least, I'm not trying to be. But you know how it is sometimes. You just want to stay in and be by yourself for a while.
*sigh* I have to go shower and make myself presentable. That takes a lot of work, you know. Grr. Curses, blast, and curmudgeon.
back & forth
Wait, there's more!
I like pina coladas - March 30, 2005
must... finish... projects... - March 22, 2005
Mr. Postman delivers the good stuff - March 18, 2005
when everything is bad - March 16, 2005
of fruits and menstruation - March 15, 2005