June 18, 2006 :: 9:57 a.m.
roll that beautiful bean footage
Argh. I slept on the couch last night, which is fine, but this morning I was jarred awake by children's voices and the obnoxiously loud radio that's ever-present in my house. At 6:30. Did I mention that it was at 6:30? Yeah. So I've been up for nearly 3 1/2 hours already. Christ. I haven't showered yet or anything, though, because I have no reason to. I have no plans today. Amanda's at school and then has to take her car to be inspected, Adam's at work 'til six and then he's hanging out with Pat, and Joe... works today, probably. I don't know. I should call him, but it's way too early for that. Strangely enough, this situation doesn't really bother me. I'm itching to go to the grocery store and buy things, but other than a bit of money in my savings account, I'm poor. Sucks. Maybe I'll pop into Barnes & Noble again and try to use my gift card; there's a cookbook that I want, but I don't think they have it. *frowns* So sad.
I want muffins. Muffins muffins muffins. But we don't have any muffins, and even if we did, muffins are generally a diet no-no. Hmm. I've hit a wall of muffin desire and I don't know what to do about it. Shall I make some? Shall I disregard my craving entirely and do something else? I'm thinking option #1, because I'm really jonesing for some freakin' muffins. Bizarre. Usually I want disgustingly unhealthy things, like Snickers bars and cheesecake, not things that may contain actual nutrients.
I wonder if I can scrounge up enough money for a box of muffin mix. I wonder if it's even safe for me to make muffins. I may eat them all. It's a very real possibility, you know.
The other night I had a dream in which Mason asked my mom to taste some milk to see if it was bad. She tasted it and said that it wasn't bad, but that it also wasn't milk. Mason said, "Oh, it's some hand lotion." And then I woke up.
Crazy.
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