August 26, 2002 :: 10:57 p.m.
let's call this one "my computer needs serious therapy"
So. My computer has been behaving horribly for the last few days. First it wouldn't start at all, and now it's taking 5.5 million years to open things. I click, and it makes the little hourglass, and then... nothing. Doo doo doo. I clicked on IE, waited, went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth, washed my face, and came back before it opened. Yeah. Grrr.
Something nice about my roommate - she's gone a lot. Heh. Her boyfriend goes here, too, and they've been out pretty late every night so far. I like this arrangement. They go off someplace, and Adam and I can hang here. It's nice. What will be even nicer is when tomorrow is over and classes start, so that I can stop doing these annoying as fuck freshman orientation activities. Mandatory this and required that... feh. Last night there was a floor meeting, and all the RA's gathered together and basically read us the student handbook. Why? I can read. I personally would rather take a few minutes to skim over the handbook than sit around with the shrill-voiced harpies that live on my floor and listen to people read it to me. Christ. You know, I've never much liked girls, but the ones here are seriously going to drive me to become a full-blown misogynist. Yeah, how sad is it that I don't like my own gender? I can't say that I like most guys, either, so I'm about fucked when it comes to making friends. Of which I now have two, since Amanda has apparently decided to forget about me. She said the other day in her journal that she saw everyone she wanted to see before they left for school. Well, she didn't see me. So obviously we are not on good terms anymore, for whatever reason. *sighs* Maybe if I try really hard I can estrange Joe and then drive Adam off with my insecure, paranoid behavior - wouldn't that be a blast? Ha ha ha, look at the loser with no friends and no boyfriend. Yeah, blasty. Except not.
I have to get up at 6 to shower and such, as I have an orientation thing at 8. Adam and I are going to breakfast around 7, and I have to be back here by 7:50 to meet up with this chick in my major - we're going to go to the seminar together, which could be a good thing. She seems nice enough. One of the least irritating and banshee-like girls that I've encountered. She lives right down the hall from me, too, in 118 or something. Anyway. I should probably go to bed soon, even though I'm really not tired. Six a.m. will come much too early, I'm sure.
God. I am loathing my computer right now. Fuck fuck fuck. It won't do anything! Argggh. If I didn't love it so, deep down, I would be kicking the shit out of it right now. I'm going to stop before it decides to be a complete bastard machine and freeze up or something. 'Night.
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