November 29, 2001 :: 11:45 p.m.
beyond paranoia
listening to... Tori Amos,
Under the Pink.
reading... tex and molly in the afterlife, by Richard Grant.
feeling... complicated.
I saw Harry Potter! Yessssss! It was so cool. The kid who plays Harry is great, as is the one who plays Ron... Hermione (sp?) was kind of annoying, but it fit the part. The special effects, especially the ceiling that reflects the sky (I want one of those!), were really cool, and Quidditch is the best game ever. Verdict: good movie. Go see it.
After the movie, Adam and I went to his dad's house to work on math stuff. T minus 2 days 'til my test - scary. I'm not completely ready for it, but I'm definitely more prepared than I was a few weeks ago.
In other news, my period is late and I'm becoming increasingly more paranoid as each bloodless hour passes. I'm on the pill; it's supposed to start on Wednesday. Always on Wednesday. But here it is, 30 minutes from Friday and it's still not here. I... am not taking this well. I've been in tears countless times since last night... so often that I'm surprised I still have any left to shed. My eyes are sore and no matter how hard I try to concentrate on something else, my mind keeps coming back to this. On my way home tonight I nearly drove straight past my house; It's a shock that I didn't get myself killed.
I'm hoping with every fiber in my being that it shows up before Saturday. If not, I'll be in no state of mind to take this test. Right now I'm in no state to do anything but worry and cry, and it's only a day and a half late. By Saturday I'll be on the verge of dementia.
Please, Goddess, if you love me at all... let it come.
-Amanda
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