March 09, 2002 :: 4:49 p.m.
too many chocolate treats and much paranoia
Uuuugh. Damn this house and all of its delicious treats. I think the only healthy thing I've eaten today was a bowl of grapes, and that was sandwiched between a mini Crunch bar and a mini Cadbury egg. Yes. It is mini junk food day for me. Again. I'm feeling ill. Also damn Adam for giving me those evil little nuggets of goodness (the mini Cadbury eggs). I'm too weak to resist them and he knows it. My boyfriend should not be trying to make me fatter. Harumph.
Mason is asleep. I'm not sure why, but hey, I won't complain.
I took Adam (brother) to work this afternoon. It was nice to see him. He rapped the whole way there. Ahem. Yes, my brother raps. He is very white. It's kind of scary and kind of intriguing at the same time, because he doesn't rap about typical rap things. It's more like existential poetry recited really fast to music. You could call it free-styling, but I suppose that's just another word for rapping. He really dug Trans Fatty Acid off of the Lamb CD - the whole album is starting to grow on me. Yay. Happy purchase.
I'm supposed to go see some comedian in Harrisburg tonight, which could be a fun time, but I kind of don't want to. I think Adam's coming, but so is Joe, and while I love Joe to bits, he's a very intimidating person sometimes and I think Adam's a little scared to talk in front of him. Why do I think this? Because every time we hang out together (me, Adam, Joe), Adam is very quiet and says very little. *sigh* Normally, I would be excited to have something to do tonight, but I don't know... I just sort of feel like skipping it. Adam goes back to school tomorrow, and I most likely won't see him before he leaves, so I'd like to spend tonight with him. You know, just being together. Somehow I doubt that will come about, because this comedy show thing will take up the whole night. Grr. For some reason I've got it in my head that I've been annoying Adam by trying to spend so much time with him during his break. I don't know why I think this. I have no reason to. I'm just being paranoid and worrying about it. And it sucks.
BLAH.
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